Weee!

Oh I enjoy this so so so much. This feeling. This tingling sensation running all over. Its happening. The event I've been waiting the better part of my teenage life waiting for is about to happen. And trust me, it couldn't happen at a better time. The anticipation is enormous. The impossible can finally become possible. The doorway is finally opening. The gate, unlocked. The singularity of it.

The predetermining factors and underlying conditions are all right. Its as if the stars themself were in conjunction. Just the right amount of pain, just the right amount of joy. The mere hope that it generates spans the entire horizon. I get butterflies in my stomach just thinking about it.

Its like waking up one morning, and you aren't really thinking properly. But you look and you see sunshine through the window, you smell warm coffee and cookies, you hear the birds outside, you hear your family having a happy conversation outside and most importantly, you remember, its the beginning of your holidays. Thats how good it is! Its like Christmas morning excepts its Christmas on your birthday.

Everything seems to be working out just as it was meant to be.

And so, it begins....