Why.

Heh, irony of ironies. I have been on a bit of a dry spell lately with writing. I am scared to write. Scared to go back in there. Inside my head. The only way to cure myself of this, is to, as Scott so beautifully put it, "Just start writing fuck down". So thats what I am doing. Writing to cure the fear of writing. I stopped writing for so long mainly because my computer crashed. But maybe thats just an excuse. The main reason I stopped writing was because I was afraid. My writings come from inside me. And inside me is a place that I don't really want to go in, especially lately. I am scared. I am wounded, and slowly my soul is bleeding out through my wound. But to go back in there. Inside me. Its too horrible for me to bear. To go inside would mean having to face me. And I know better than anyone else, that 'me', is a horrible person to face.